Broken-Hearted Girl who are her daughter . . .

Yesterday,was planning to go Autocity tonight but at the end i have to cancel due for some reason.
These few days alot thing happen on me exspecially for today and it happen continuously on me..
Morning with a good mood but at night it turn "black" in my life's. On April, i have a big argue with who i respect her the most but she couldn't respect me and she would't not support me in everything i did before . She hurt me deeply this time with her word she spoke to my dad and i accidently heard it . Tears rolling non-stop because my dearest mum's treat her daughter (Means i.Huixin) like i never see before. Wish my mum's could separated her love among my 3 brother and 1 daughter . She gave 99.9% to her son and her "daughter" 0.01% the love. I try harder to take my mum hearts but her hearts didn't change still the same. Sometime our conversation is without any word. Sometime she didn't answer me even when i say byee to her,she has nothing with the word "byee".I really hard to connective with her.

(In her hearts,3 son are fill full of her.. i'm the transperant in her hearts)
(The one daughter who without love from mum since she was child)
(But her daughter hope so she can let her mum give her some place in her hearts..)

As now,my dad,he misunderstand me since just now i on the ways back home. He thought today whole day im just have fun from 11 - 8.00 but i have told him i went for tuition.

He said,"Where your tuition paper,show for me!"

Today i have plan everything but in a short time dissapear. I cant going back home early due for my bf car is in repair so i should stay at my bf house waiting his friend fetch us. I have plan everything properly... Morning,i plan 2-3.00 going Jusco bought my lovely dress and 3-4 tuition 5-6 going back my house so on prepare myself going Autocity . In one days,i couldn't did it anyplace i list our and make my dad misunderstand me and something bad is "i forgot to take my tuition paper back from my bf house so i cant show for my dad !" Really fed up ! Shitz!

Isn't im not good enough for them ?
(They didn't appreciated what their daughter did for them,they only know that i should do that)
I cant stand to live here, im waiting moved to live far far away from them..
Hope my parent will understand me,one days .
Stomach pain and i think i need to rest now ...
Night reader.